Sunday, December 13, 2009

School

School is totally and unfortunately not for me. Ever since i was a kid I've always been a hands on person. I never liked to just sit still and study something or read. I'm always wanting to be moving or touching something to learn. Maybe it's because i have ADD or maybe it's because i really just don't like school. Whatever it is I'm just ready to get out. To me high school is a lot more than it should be. I'm most likely going to go into the army because it will really kick start my life i think. It will make me a well rounded better person, healthier, a leader, and to me i just can see myself as a person who would want to serve my country. And when i go in i plan to stay in unless i absolutely hate it then i will leave at the end of my term. But I'm the kind of person that needs guidance, my whole life my dad hasn't been there or if he was there he was on drugs, but i really need something to just show me the way and i think that the army is what i want to do with my life. But back to the point of high school not being for me. I think the basics should be good enough to pass. I don't think student's need trig algebra and things like that unless they want to do something with it. If i wanted to be an engineer i would love to have calculus or algebra or something. But not if i plan on not doing anything with it ever. Yeah.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Work

Work is really a bummer. I think when i have to work at my crappy job it just ruins my day. I try not to think about work until it's time to go, just thinking about all the people complaining and complaining all day and wanting things done an exact certain way kind of drives me nuts. That's why when i am at work i just stay outside and push carts for as long as i can. I guess that means i really don't need a very social job because if i have to deal with people all the time i'm probably going to end up ripping a customer's head off.

Music

music is something that really play's a part in my life
i listen to music when i'm angry, sad, happy, any mood, there is some type of music to express it
Usually when i'm mad i'll listen to hard rock or some type of thing to really pump me up.
When i'm just kind of in a relaxed mood i like to listen to bob marley or jack johnson to just make me even more relaxed. Usually when i'm sad i'll just listen to something slower or maybe faster just to get me out of it.